The Stone Hearted

I am reborn  every day out of the pain I am savoring
They call me stone hearted, how could I deny
I have filled it with diamonds, the treasures I looted
How once a feeble being, scared of darkness
Now makes Love with it, consuming it like a Mantis
What was once rage transforming into a smirk
They put a knife at my throat
slicing it, slowly, with every second that passed I cried
The more I cried, the more they laughed
But I drink my own blood now. I feed on it
The pain suckling her child. What a feast!
Come now, embrace me Oh! Darkness!
Let me consume you as a whole until you are arrogant no more
The strength you have lent me over decades, 
I will use to destroy you. Leaving no foundation in place
Not a single shred of your presence will be yours
Why do I not feel anything anymore?
Sometimes I wonder when I died. Was it then? Was it now? Or may be when that happened.
I find lost in the memories trying to find when
But who cares. I am here now.