My dear Pain

Oh pain, the many roles you play, the many colors you wear
Such feasibility to customize the very presence and impact
For one you're a life long lover, a romantic dream
Yet another thinks of you as a comforter, a pillar to rely on
Another takes you as a friend, a warmth bringer
You stir up memories and pick a handful to rebuild our imagination
If I choose to live in darkness or light, you leave it unto me
If I could grow wings and break free from the abyss of gloom you shower
I will find a relationship awaiting at the end of the tunnel, not a religion
But the Love that can transform me, A Love that can bring about the true color
Then I would look into your lonely eyes
Straight into your eyes like a lover would with his eternal love
The many years of our marriage, I will leave behind, finally
I will let you go and you would let me go, free, no strings attached
For my prayers will be my eternal dwelling place
My new ability will be Love for The One
When i grow my wings long and large, each flap will take me higher
From atop the skies I will look down on you
For in skies I will lose fear, with a clear view I would know whats right and whats wrong
The many lovers you at your side, feeding your hunger,
When they grow wings of fire, do you still believe your wings of darkness can withhold anymore?
Pain, my love, out of all the emotions I chose you
Never realizing the misery I was putting myself into
The day I leave you, I Sure know you will find a million like me,
But the burnt marks I will leave behind will be a reminder to the one who comes after me