Thank You!

She gave me a pass, to travel this weird world
Asked me to journal my steps
Then hands i shake, the feet I dance with
Lips I kissed and the romance I composed
Very many beautiful and amazing shades of souls I used in my paintings
Insanely gorgeous dreams my heart and mind begot
The passion with which I learnt how the world works
Proportionate passion I showed to help the unknown
The many moments I cried
And the many moments there were shoulders for me to fall on
The many moments my little thoughts were confused
Caused me pain, caused them pain
The words I could never say, yet wrote in secret
The anger I could not bury in this world
But embellished and hid away in my poems
The vastness of my love I covered my skies with
The lone journeys I have traveled these many years
Trust that was broken and teh trust I broke once
All the words mixed, cooked and swallowed
The tiny secrets I left in my poems
The child in me that I killed and buried
The adult in me that roams like a vagabond
The old man in me? I wonder if teh Sun would fall on him
The pride I packed in my tears when I withheld the pain
and fulfilled the promises
The pride I packed in my tears and locked the pain in my heart
The losses I have experienced
The muted months, the loquacious poems I used as an excuse
The beautiful music I composed, music that was born from my heart
The music I finally buried, once and forever
My honest Love and my honest pain
The betrayals that broke me many times
Yet, the heart, that dint mutate
The family that I was so much in Love with
Beautiful moments twined among us
Amazing friends that eat up tons of my beautiful memories
Times when I was surrounded and the times when I was alone
The many words I want to tell
And the many words I have already told
The roads I wanted to travel but could never reach
My friend, God has given a precious gift to me
A complex mind that knows not what it needs
Its like the Sky, with tons of mysteries
People like the stars, the Moon, the Sun, bits and pieces
But its the Time, only Time that can Love the infinite sky
For the sky and time would last forever, not the bits
Someday, my poem would run free
No past, No Future, No Present
Is just the poem, one beautiful poem
Running so fast, piercing the winds
No more noises, no more people, no more dreams
My big world in making somewhere
Big enough to hold my weirdest thoughts and poems
I realized, chasing my heart, chasing my life
Chasing everything that this world offers
Has killed the poem, the one I wanted to write

Dear Time,

Thank You! Everything will make sense when we fall into her arms. Until then, we are but travelers in this unknown world!