Ave Maria!

You ask me if it was painful
To sit at the grave in silence, listening to some Beatles
Or if it was mystique
I would say, it was calm and peaceful
Like my heart was playing a Solo
And Mary was sitting right there, listening to me play
I wonder if it was His Mother mourning at his grave
I was searching for words to quickly write a poem for You
Well, should I say I was so lost in the calm
That I was drifting away from this world
Into a wordless poetry. An emotional circumcision
May be, after a year long of mourning
Year long of pain of staying away from you, I found a calm
A world in between. A place where I was happy for a moment
I wonder if you were standing by my side
Listening to me as I spoke out loud
Asking you questions that you would never answer.
A foolish attempt I understand.
But, what good is a Man who cant be foolish at times
The times when he is way too childish to hide his emotions
With my imaginary guitar I hit the high notes
Oh! Ave Maria!
We sang together. Me and her. A lullaby in the Sun
The calm among the graves, am sure its relaxing
I strolled a bit to see how it feels to be left all alone
I realized, these bonds, this world, this wisdom
At the end, everything just rots away. Forgotten.
The many dying graves, unattended, alone
They made me realize how cruel this world is my friend
The Love, all that sweat you pour out, people forget every bit of it
The big houses, big cars, the money and the families
Sex, Drinks, Food, Religion. What is a Man but a greedy leech?
I wonder if I could ever become one.
I can't associate with them nor you. I stand at the cross roads. Like always.
Well, I wonder if they listened to me sing and play the solo
The new friends and family of yours. The forgotten souls.
I wonder!