From the Other Side

Now that you have seen both sides of this world
I wonder which you would prefer now
My illusions of the other side or your reality of this side
Are you the star I see beside that beautiful crescent
Looking down from up above, from the skies I dreamt of
My tears as I write this, isnt that a beautiful Love letter from me to you?
Everyone seems to be busy and running with the hands of clock, hand in hand
While I sit here in silence digging my memories
Recalling the Love and Pain I can not explain
My friends are changing and so is everyone around me
While am stuck between this place I call home without you and my dream home with you laughing with me
Sometimes I wish, like a kid, fairies exist
May be I could ask for one wish, just to sleep by yours side
Talk and talk and talk about my world
Nothing makes me feel proud now. The whole world looks like a circus
And me? A clown lost among the giant acts
W=The world moves so fast and I feel am falling apart
One piece here and another there
Its all like an illusion
I wonder if the sky is as beautiful as I dreamt of
Is it the same sky I used to talk about?
Do you still remember me? Are you proud of me?
The clouds, they hide you from me now.
People are worried about the tomb
While am lost looking for you among the stars
Beyond these bloody dark skies we built
I wonder if this life is real? I wonder if am real?
My Father, this pain I couldn't bury in your grave
Its like raging youth. Won't stop.