Death, The Sadistic Entity!

Death sits at the end of each street singing its lullaby
Who can understand the intent it hides behind those beautiful eyes?
None but those who have drowned themselves in the unending darkness
Or those who have taken a look straight into the eyes of the one who is about to drown
Is it scary you ask? Well, I would say, its saddening
It will haunt you forever until the day you lie down, dreaming of getting lost in those sequence of waves
The eye, lifeless, stuck at a point in time
Who can fathom when and where the soul of those eyes is lost
I can still remember the day, the very moment
The pain, the breathlessness, the silent fading of your sight
How can I explain The silence, when the breathing races with time
The spear that tears my heart and the pain in my thoughts
Knowing I am about to lose you in my arms
Knowing I can never see you the same way I did
The pain, who can ever feel the way I felt? Who can ever experience?
What were you staring at?
Was there something you wanted to say and I could not hear?
My Father, My Father, this pain is so intense.

The gentle words it makes you speak,
The memories it makes you remember,
The pain it inflicts on each other
If there is anything that sits at the top of sadistic emotions
Its Death.
Laughing at us while he groan in pain
Squirm in agony of memories and the delusion it creates

Why were you calling your mother? Was it pain or was it you seeking rest
Or was it you finding peace in your mother's arms
I could never know. I could never understand
Who but you can answer my questions? Who but God?
Who but the silence I so keenly fall in love with again and again
Who but these poems I write in thin air
Who but these words painted in my tears
Everyone seems to be getting on with their lives
But am stuck, at that moment, that day, that sight of holding you in my arms
Trying to make sense of what you were doing
What you were saying, why you were silent, why would you not look at me

My father, this pain is too  much to handle
Give me strength to look after your soul that you left with me
To see her smile, to make her comfortable, to keep her safe
Give me the wings to fly. Fly above all these noises
To the silence I Love.
To get over this pain caused by death
To look straight into its eyes with happiness
To make it feel jealous
To make it feel jealous of our Love
To make it understand how lonely it is
To make it understand we are not lost!